Posts

The 1.5 Months

Dear Reader,  It's been a hell of roller coaster lying around in the bed the whole day thinking about what happens next! It's been almost one and a half months since I am free and haven't decided what to do. There is so much to do, many things pique my interest but I have chosen lethargy I feel, it's feel good sometimes but its terrifying too, a thought is always possessing my mind, Am I cut out for the world?, Will I be able to do something? Is it the same Linkedin posts be my story? All this is too much but I feel its better to wait and watch sometimes, anyways the struggle and hustle is never over. I have tried learning few things and hone some skills, though losing to a friend innumerable in game of chess doesn't count as honing. I tried Ukulele, learn bit of Python (never learned more than few lines of codes), bit of financial modelling and tried my lucks in IPOs (never got any yet). I am writing probably to look back to my days, what I have been through and wh...
Post a Comment
Read more

Aspire

Mann me ghabrahat h  Ajeeb se tan me thartharat h Kese batau kya mehasoos kr rha Chain mera kahi toh gayab h. Dimag me kuch na kuch soch raha hu Kya or kyu, uska kuch pata nhi Baithe baithe kho gya hu Esa hoga kabhi mene socha nhi Haath me panno ki sihai ke daag h Inhi sihai se bana ek taaj h Uss taaj ko pana h mujhe Yah samay peeche chorr Jana h mujhe Chorr Jana h mujhe!
Post a Comment
Read more

The Days of Leaves

Being a CA Final student itself is a journey that I cherished most. I feel the changes it brought in me, from being a shy boy unable to express his ideas to a confident person who can discuss important areas with seniors.  But every CA Aspirant has one thing common  I feel in this journey to the Finals - The Days of Leaves.  I was very anxious before my leaves that how will I manage the studies, its been 2 years I haven't given any exam and nor prepared in such a manner. There are 8 papers and 5 months all seemed too less to me then. I came back to my hometown to my home for study as I felt comfortable here. I took few hours maybe to plan my next 5 months and how to deal with them. On paper all seemed pretty well, but in reality its not a piece of cake one can easily cut. Initially it was really hard to put 10 hours a day. I used to check my laptop regarding updates on office work and how's it all going, because mind always does things which isn't  necessary at the p...
Post a Comment
Read more